Jesus called his disciples to him and said, “I have compassion for these people; they have already been with me three days and have nothing to eat. I do not want to send them away hungry, or they may collapse on the way.” Matthew 15:32-38
When we look at the story of feeding of the 4000, we get to see Jesus’ compassion and power to transform small things into much larger things. But within that story is a part that gets overlooked. Why did Jesus have to feed all those people? The text tells us. “They have already been with me three days…” These thousands of people were there to hear Jesus teach for three days.
Think about that.
For three days they were hungering for the truth, hungering for what was real, hungering for God, no doubt hanging on his every word. They wanted what he had so badly that they either forgot about eating or couldn’t break away. The Master was teaching them, and obviously what He had to say was important.
But ultimately I have to ask the questions: when was the last time that I truly hungered after God? When was the last time I was willing to sit at his feet for something other than a few minutes at a time? When was the last time I forgot about food and just basked in Jesus’ teaching? Sadly, I don’t remember.
Perhaps a deeper question for me is, why has it been so long?