For the LORD gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. Proverbs 2:6
Have you ever met someone who just exudes wisdom? I’ve only met a few people like this but I just wanted to stay in their presence as long as I could. I can almost guarantee you that this person has prayed and even begged God to give Him wisdom. He has spent time in the presence of those who were wise. He knows his Bible.
I know this sounds like a broken record, but continue to pray for wisdom in your life. Pray that God will give you the strength to search for wisdom. Pray also that He’ll help you as you memorize that passage of Scripture. Don’t give up. Don’t lose heart. If it takes you two or even three months to commit it to memory, it’ll be worth it. It really will.