This, then, is how you ought to regard us: as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the mysteries God has revealed. 1 Corinthians 4:1
Have you ever considered why God entrusted His mysteries with us, His servants? We complain, get angry, disobey, become lazy, say stupid things, and do stupid things. Often those are our good days!
Even though we do those things, we have a heart for God. In the end, we want to know Him and make Him known. We can ask this initial question all day long, but it’s much better to continue doing the things we’ve been doing as servants. If we “fall down,” we repent and get back up. When we opportunity we tell people. Otherwise, we serve the Lord as we can with the Holy Spirit as our guide